I Am Listening This Time
I am here, today, yesterday and tomorrow, learning how to be whole, connected, authentic and alive. My timeless timeline is all combined into one soul that I embody. I used to need the answers that I have learned now and I continue to ask the questions that I will soon have the answers to. I am sure the self that comes later into my present existence is looking out for me now, just as I am looking out for the spirit that had lived through the present experiences that have already past, but still live on. I am listening to her voice, the voice of mine I recognize. Those voices needed guidance and direction in those early years, but it took many years to come to fully understand the truth. I would not go back and change the timeline, for I know I was meant to experience the canvas of love and fear all together. I send my grace to all of me, every version that deserved compassion and respect. In order for me to be fully awake, I must unlearn the values I no longer carry and create new ones that will serve me today and the many tomorrows. I must listen to what she needed and what she needs. I must listen and sense what arises in my present being, to forgive and release and leave room for the possibilities that are on the horizon. For if I listen, I tap in and recognize the truth, the love that needed to be and the love that will continue to become.